A "First Time Story" From a Reader

  A contribution from a reader:

My First Time

It all started when I was 15, I had found a gay phone chat site and was excited to hear “actual” men for the first time instead of watching porn. I was always intrigued on wanting to call the phone numbers in those little books you got from the strip in Vegas. 

Some had hot muscle men with smooth chests in them with a number to call. It was definitely a pay per min line, but being young and horny, just hearing a man’s voice say he was looking for another man was more than enough to make me cum. 

I masturbated a lot in my teens to gay porn, then I discovered the phone chat line.

I said I was 18, i definitely got a lot of messages within the first few min. A lot of men where from far away, 

I was too nervous to hit “1.” It was the connect button to the man on the other side.

 I was getting off on hearing their greetings at first, but then as the messages came in, I wanted to respond back; so I did. 

The moment I heard his name then “wants to connect with you”, I got hard. 

His introduction to me was “Hi, I’m 46, hairy chest, short guy, balding with a cut cock. I’m in your town, want to meet?”

 I pressed one within an instant. 

"You’re connected, say hi”.

 I was silent… 

“hello?” 

I said hi back.

 “So what are you looking for?” He asked,

 “I don’t know, I haven’t done this before, just watched porn”, I said. 

“How old did you say you where?” He asked, 

I was upfront and told him the truth. "I said, I’m 18 but I’m really 15, I have been so horny and really wanted to meet someone”. 

He loved it, it made him even more horny knowing I was young and inexperienced.

 “Want to meet?” He asked…

 “yes”, I absolutely said yes without hesitation.

.I told him I would meet him at the school across from where I lived. 

This was back when we didn’t have cell phones yet as teens, so when he said meet in 10min I made sure to be there in 10min. 

I was so nervous! 

But I was so horny and knew I wanted it. 

I was shaking as i walked there. but I was rock hard! 

I got to the entrance of my culdesac and there he was. 

His car in park still running the heater. It was a cold night but I was hot and bothered.

 I crossed the street and as I walked behind his car his eyes locked with mine and he gave me the biggest smile through his mirror. Knowing this was an older man I’ve never met before, I made sure to keep a distance at first. 

He rolled his window down to greet me with a smile. He said I looked so sexy and I was definitely his type. He asked if I’ve ever kissed a man before? 

I said no, I was new to everything. 

He asked if I wanted to try, I shook my head yes. 

He asked me to come over and shake his hand, I did, he grabbed my hand with one hand and lingered while he made sure I could see him rubbing his cock through his pants. He groped it and asked “want to kiss me?”

 I leaned in and locked lips with him. His kiss was so soft and passionate. His tongue slid between my lips and I matched mine with his. We kissed for a few minutes before he asked me to come into his car. 

I sprinted around the vehicle and opened the door. It was pitch black!  His silhouette and his smile is all I saw st first, 

Then his hairy chest popping out of his unbuttoned shirt. 

I reached over and felt the fur, 

he moaned and asked to kiss me more. He reached for my other hand and put it on his cock, he asked me if I wanted to see it. 

I said yes, 

he slowly pulled it out and made sure to look at my reaction. 

My eyes widened and my jaw dropped. It was small but it was nice, it was the first cock of another man i had ever seen.

I wanted it in my mouth, I leaned down and began to suck him. 

He taught me not to use my teeth, to suck nice and long, to use my tongue. 

I sucked him til he came inside my mouth. I didn’t know how to react so I swallowed it. 

He was so happy I did, he pulled me up and kissed me. 

I never saw him again, but I still think about him and my first time.

Showing Off

 

Is it ok to be an exhibitionist?

No! I’m not talking about flashing to little old women at the bus stop. 
 
I am talking about showing off my big hard dick to another man via cam.

Well it is everywhere - from phones to chat rooms. 

Why is this such a turn on for everyone - including me? 

Up and down and done and off you go.  No mess no phone number no expectations.

It is anonymous (or not) and it is highly focused. 

Where else are you going to get someone to stare at your junk (I hate that term but it works well here) for an extended period while you jerk off?  It is also safe.  Plus no one is going to be offended or call the cops.

Hey I love showing off.

Coming out past 50

I was 53 years old when I came out.

I sometimes wish I had come out in my 20's.

But I would most likely be dead now so I suppose that is OK.

But I must confess that when I see some of the pictures of gays in the 70's I wish I had taken the dive. I would have looked good in jeans that showed off my dick and skin tight silk shirts with most of the buttons undone leaning against the door frame with a come-hither look in my eyes.

OK - maybe I wouldn't have looked all that good but I want to think I would have.

Instead I was married and starting to raise kids.

It was the kids that kept me in the closet for more than 3 decades.

Once you have a kid you have made a promise to that little bundle of joy to be there for them. So you put your own needs on the shelf - or back in the closet - and you do what has to be done.

I suspect that if you have read this far you identify with that.

When my kids were out on their own - I wanted to be out to - before I was too old to enjoy it - so I gave it all up - packed it all in and said "it is time for me!"

I haven't looked back since.