One of the things that my kids wanted to do while we were there was to drive by the house that we lived in when they were little.
I didn't volunteer to take them by the house. They went to look at the house by themselves. It wasn't that anything bad happened there. In fact those were good days. I guess I just didn't want to go back to those days - I have moved forward and I want to keep moving forward.
As a LBG (Late Breaking Gay) I have made a decision to accept myself. In the process I have learned to forgive myself for living a lie in the past. I can not pretend that lying was right and so I can't pretend to my children that I was perfect. So I won't go back - only forward.