Was the very first time wonderful?
Who was it?
Where was it?
How old were you?
For some of us it was traumatic.
For some of us it was heaven.
But it was nothing to be ashamed of.
If you were too young to make a decision or old enough to know what your were doing you did nothing wrong.
When you enjoy gay sex - no matter how you were introduced to it - it is the the "Sweet Mystery of Life" - just enjoy it!
It is your gift!